I have been a vegetarian and an on again off again vegan for years prior to joining the program. I like being a vegetarian and sometimes a vegan. I don't like eating meat. It's just gross. Milk and eggs are kinda gross too, if you really think about it.
Anyways, after one week of being on the program and being really tired of the six dinner options that I had and thinking that some of the meat options sounded pretty tasty, I caved and ordered some of the chicken/turkey/fish meals.
But I still had principles! I would not eat any beef or pork products. In spite of the dubious stares and the convincing that I had to give my JCC that it was OK to sub more than three items on the preplanned menus I would not eat anything that couldn't die in less than 2 seconds! (Except for the fish, but I've always wondered if fish were even particularly aware of the fact that they were alive).
Until this week.....
I'm tired of subbing out foods. I broke and ordered the meatloaf and the turkey club pannini (bacon).
There's a part of me that's horrified and another part of me that doesn't care. If anything, I'm trying to see it as motivation to lose this freaking weight so I can go back to not eating any meat.
I applaud the other vegetarians on this program who are able to stick to their principles and not eat meat.
