QUOTE(AvivaG @ Jun 25 2008, 08:53 AM)

Trying to stay focused on WHY I'm doing this. I was resistant to eating packaged foods, but I certainly wasn't having much luck eating on my own, witness the 50+ pounds I've packed on the past six years. This isn't a forever diet, and hopefully will cure my "portion distortion"! It's certainly influenced me to get back to exercising regularly... nearly every day now! Woo Hoo!!! Yea me!
couldn't have said it better myself. it really pained me to go on this knowing that i was eating (albeit a LOT) very healthy, whole, non-processed foods before. and to go the totally opposite way with processed foods with meat and dairy in them have really made me hate myself. BUT, i think exactly like you are-- it's not forever. what i need to focus on right now is shrinking my appetite and learning portion control. by having a no-brain approach to eating, it's really helping me visualize daily what i need to be eating each meal, and how much of it. it sounds so simple, yet it's something i've struggled with my entire life. if someone put 3 lbs. of cheese fries in front of me, i'd eat it all, even though i would be full. it's crazy! so, yeah... it's like going to school for a bit. "learning how to eat modestly 101" i like to call it. haha

and one day we will gradute and then be able to do what we need to in order to live the way we intend to.