Hi all, So today I am going to get weighed in for the first time.. My first week was okay, not the worse thing but certainly that a that easy.. The weekend was certainly harder then the week days.. Anyway, I am so so nervous about my weigh in.. I am afraid if I didnt lose weight, how I will fee. I am so nervous that I will get so defeated once again and then lose my determination. Nothing motivates me more by positive results so if I dont have them I am going to be devesatated. I am trying to convince myself that even if its only 1 pound that is okay to keep going because maybe next week it will be more..But I know deep inside I will be crushed. The thing is I really dont feel like I lost anything.. but I am just rambling trying to be positive no matter what.. But the truth is I did it perfectly this week. I didnt cheat once. I didn't put not one thing in my mouth that was JC. I ate my snacks, my fruit, my veggies.. I was soooo good. So if I dont have a good weight loss I am afraid I will just not go and spend all that money again for the food.. agh!! whatever!!!. So now the only thing is to be brave and go and get on the scale... wish me luck... Thanks for listening..
Dot13
