I have most of my trouble at night. That is where most of this got on here in the first place. It is midnight and I am hungry. I had a glass of water and one of those 10 cal jello cups with a tiny bit of the light spray whipped cream. It really hasn't seemed to help tonight.
I have not cheated one time. I am still with it. I am only on for 3 days. So I am not that far in. But I am sitting here with a little rumbling tummy. It doesn't bother me all day. Actually, I have a bit of a time trying to eat all the stuff.
Before I went on this I would sometimes not eat breakfast. The day I signed up I had a 110 cal Pria bar for breakfast and I ate a 110 cal Pria bar just prior to going in for lunch. And normally that is okay for me. I eat mostly for dinner and in the evenings. I am a night owl and I would munch at night. Well, it is killing me now. Probably why I am in this position in the first place.
What am I supposed to do? I used to before take a hot bath to distract myself. But I don't think my husband would appreciate me running a bath at midnight or 2 am.
I just don't want to sabatoge myself. I want to keep going without making a slip for as long as I can. I really really want to do this. I want to do it for my husband. For myself too. For my health. But my husband has been really good about not saying a word about me gaining. He has been so good. It has been hard for me.
I want to lose this weight. I want to get it off. I want to be able to tie my shoes easily. I used to have a really flat stomach and never had a "pooch" and I hate the little tummy. It gets in my way. It just drives me crazy.
Who wants to buy a suction machine and just suck it out. Food just tastes good. I have to say. I know that there is no easy fix and it did not happen overnight. So it won't be an over night fix.
Oh, well.
